Sunday, October 5, 2008

fffft

today has been a day of not wanting to do anything, but having to do everything because i left it for the last second. oh, procrastination, when will i ever learn?
probably never and i guess i'll just have to put up with that or drastically alter myself. and that would take a lot more effort than i'm willing to put forth at this place in time.

here's what's up: i'm exhausted. i slept all saturday and i got enough sleep saturday night as well even though my roommate had her loud drunk friends staying the night. i wan to sleep right now. i've wanted to sleep all day. this has been a really really terrible sunday yet i'm still pushing through mostly smiling which really amazes and somewhat annoys me.
i feel like shit but all i can do is kinda grin. beautiful. i guess it is all my fault that i have so much work to do and i guess i can accept that.

i feel all sleep garbled so my words will probably reflect that. ian came to visit me this weekend which was really wonderful. i love when friends visit. friday we actually did stuff, saturday we woke up, went to the farmer's market, and then slept for the rest of the day. 
sounds sort of like a total waste, but no, i've come to learn that sleep is quite wonderful. 
sunday was wake up at around 10:30, get situated, do homework. 
do homework, do homework, do homework. 
at 6:45 eat dinner.
come back, and homework until 10:00.

now i'm just kind of sitting here all burnt out. 

plunk.
plunk.
plunk.


1 comment:

I.J. Torkelson said...

i feel kinda bad, because it was partially my fault that you left everything for sunday.