i'm going to do that again sometime, maybe today.
i was walking back from art class and kind of feeling like an ant in the whole waking life view of things where i was like, i'm just doing the necessarily things to keep the colony happy i'm not being human at all.
and i was getting a bit frustrated. but then i bought some kid a coke and asked for the rewards cap, and then just bullshitted for a while with him and it was interesting.
he didn't give me the "you're batshit, lady" look, either, so i was actually pretty pleased. he said he'd straight up collect for me too. i don't think i'll ever see him again but the gesture is appreciated. he seemed to really go for my whole "autopilot" talk too, which is always nice when someone gets ya. he was a neato kid. would speak to again.
probably won't ever see again.
shame, this huge university place sometimes.
have i mentioned that i'm inlove with cloud cult recently?
i want to die with love. right now.
ally gave me "feel good ghosts" and "advice from the happy hippopotamus" today. so that totals three cloud cult CDs in one day.
faaack. i'm inlove. with an entire group of people.
oh goodness.
i think i'm going to make another list of things i like.
- i like journey of the featherless by cloud cult.
i like staying up really stupidly late just being around people and smiling and happy.
i like my art 106 teacher's projects, they blew my mind when she told them about us today. i like watching movies that are really good. i like listening to music when the people making it are really cutesy, like paul baribeau, matty pop chart, & especially cloud cult. i like when people smell like orange juice. i like realizing how happy i truly am. i like reading stephen king. i like having to come to the realization that i'm a huge creep. i like wearing purple and green together. i like when girls have longish brown-auburn hair that has that perfect amount of curl. i like trying to teach myself to play guitar and really not getting anywhere but still being happy about it because it has only been two days so i have time.
i make long rambles with my words but i am ok with it.
i got a raise at work today, hurray for twenty-five cents more. i kind of want to quit and not come back to it next semester but my boss like, practically begged me not to go. and my job is easy and i'm going to make more money doing it and i just sit and color basically.
one more semester won't kill me, neh?
i should just quit. but i can't.
i'm really a huge pushover. sorry guys.
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