i like it when my hair is poofy~

it rained today. big droopy rain like tear drops when you really mean it.

we were sitting in the cafeteria when it happened, i watched it.

we walked out and the drops were cold. 

they weren't unfriendly though & i was barefoot in them.

it has been two and a half hours and i'm still a bit damp. i guess i didn't take a shower today, or change my clothes. so these things really even out.

i hate not showering. i feel like it is something i should do sometimes though just to be dirty and all nast for a day or so. makes you really happy when you're not so dirty i guess. 

i don't think the new people i hang around with, excluding casey, really get it yet.

 or me. haha. get me, like i'm some sort of puzzle or math equation. i don't know. 

this weekend ryn and ally came to visit.

yesterday we went to visit ryn's friend marguerite. she's this absolutely gorgeous student at the unviersity of wisconsin-madison. meg is incredibly kind and interesting as well. i'm really glad i got to meet her.

she lives in an apartment building and her entire floor is made up of international students and they've all became really good friends so we had a sort of entire apartment floor party where we just went in and out of all the rooms mingling with so many interesting people from all over the world. 

meg had these friends from iran who she called the persian mafia and they were absolutely awesome. they were kind of my favorites, along with just about everyone else i met that night. oh, and the mexicans were a real treat as well. 

but the best part of the entire day in madison was when meg walked us around madtown and just told us what was what in the town. 

she told us about the religion she made for herself as well & i really like the way it sounds. it harbors practically everything in which i believe but in a sort of concrete way. gave a solid form to my ideas, i guess you could say. it revolves around people and appreciating the world. 

it sounds kind of stupid trying to type it out here though.

its really wonderful. meg is wonderful.

i'm so glad i met her. i'm so so glad.

i have a lot of sleep to catch up on.

but i probably won't be getting much tonight. 

the rain makes me crazy sometimes. 

peace.